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Name: Brenna
Birthday: 4/10/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: I like playing piano and I LOVE singing, but i'm pretty bad at it. Hanging out with friends is one of my favorite things to do. SHOPPING! I'm considered a shop-o-holic. Going to movies, travelling. Going to Torquay(WOOT WOO), S'toon:) and Weyburn...good times in Weyburn. The Philippines is what I live for. Without it I don't know who I would be. *F.R.O.G.*
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Member Since:
6/8/2004
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| First day back to school. It still feels like I'm supposed to be
in grade ten. This is so crazy. It felt like we didn't even
have a summer holiday. I'm already REALLY hating P.E! I'm
desperately wanting to drop it. I'm not going to make it in that
class. But you know the typical Mom thing where they won't let
you drop a class and want you to stay in it. That's when you know
to go to Dad. Haha. We'll see though. Psych20 is
pretty cool. The teacher is psychotic. I think I'm the only
one who actually likes her though. Psych30 is going to be a lot
of fun I'm thinking. We already have written a lot of
notes. That sucks big time. Creative Writing is going to be
uber hard. I'm hating the fact on having to read some of our
stuff in front of class. That I'm going to struggle with.
Math20 I'm already struggling with. I'm glad I have somebody
around who knows what they are doing with that though. I'm kind
of glad I'm taking that class over again.
Heh, Amanda, TJ's girlfriend is in my Psych20 class. Yah, that's
weird. I can't believe they are dating. BLAH! It's
12:20AM and I should totally be in bed. I was kind of helping
Larisa with Psych20 homework, then I was burning a CD, now I'm just
being a nerd on Xanga. Haha. I really need to get a life
and start going to bed early.
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| Oh my gosh. I can't believe school is already tomorrow.
This summer was way to short. It went by way too fast. But
on the other hand I'm kind of excited for school to start. To
some extent anyways.
So my weekend consisted of going to Chantel's on Friday night.
Her party being broken up at like 11:00 then I just hung out with my
cousin and her friends. Her friends totally don't like me, but
whatever. So then we went and got Jordan at 12:00 and went to
another party. Holy crap, that party was Hell man. Jeet's
parents were flipping out telling everybody to get off their
property. So then Jeet's dad came out with an ax. That was
scary. He like slapped Chris Paul in the face b/c he was lighting
fireworks. Kylie was flipping out on Jeet's mom. Then Greg
Sopp and some other dude were arguing. Then Jared and Jon decide
to help Jeet by kicking everybody out. So Jordan and I
left. Jordan and I hung out at my house. My cousin comes to
my house at like 2:45AM and is totally ripped out of her mind.
Then Jordan leaves. Elisa leaves and that was Friday night.
Saturday I worked from 9 until 6. That was alright. I'm
working a lot lately, but I guess that's money in my pocket. I
owe my parents like $400 from my plane ticket. Then I have them
payed off and I have money to spend on myself. Haha.
Saturday night I hung out with Jordan and Randy. That
was...interesting. Then Jordan and I just watched a movie at his
house at like 12:00. I ended up falling asleep and going home at
3:00. Haha.
Today I worked from 12-4 and then went out with my sister and Jordan to
the farm for supper. Now I'm at home and it's like 8:30 and I'm
COMPLETELY exhausted! I'm going to be in bed by 10:00
tonight. No word of a lie. Well, I guess I'll see some of
you ppl tomorrow in school.
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| Only four more days 'til school starts. Here's my classes:
First period - P.E Girls - Ms Fell
Second period - Math20 - Collins
Third period - Creative Writing - Epp
Fourth period - Band/Lunch
Fifth period - Psyc20 - Ms Croteau
Sixth period - Psyc30 - Fergusson
Yah, so those are my classes. I'm kind of excited for it. I
always end up with P.E first period or second period in the first
semester. Oh well, the second semester is basically slack so I'm
happy to be getting these subjects done and over with. Second
semester I have the best teachers ever. Definately NOT looking
forward to Collins!
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| I sorta talked to him tonight. I most definately don't think he's
cheating on me. He flipped when I said something about it.
I dunno, unless it was the offensive type of thing where he knows it's
true so he's getting offensive to cover it up. I don't know, but
I don't think he's cheating on me or ever will. At least I hope
he won't I think my problem is that I
worry way too much. Too much of a bad past that screws everything
up for me in the present and the future. It's so hard to trust
people these days. Nobody can keep a secret. I've been hurt
way too much in the past and it just wants to screw everything up for
me now. I hate the Devil. I need some serious guidence.
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I am going to flippen snap. Today is just a crappy day.
Everything is going wrong. Oh my gosh. I'm ready to flippen
punch a wall.
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| I think that I've been thinking way too much lately. I might be a
little stressed out that I'm going back to work tomorrow and that
school is starting in only five more days. But I dunno, this
whole relationship thing with Jordan is kind of scaring me. I
honestly love the kid to death. I wouldn't give him up for
anything. Things are going really great and all, but I honestly
think I'm so scared of ever losing him. It's just things are
going so awesome and there's just this one girl who's kind of friends
with him who I do not trust AT ALL!! I trust Jordan with all my
heart and soul, it's just this one person who I'm scared of. It
makes me paranoid. Seriously. I don't know what to do about
it. I need a little bit of advice guys.
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